(-~- am I allowed your attention?)
(Yeah? But just not right nowwwww, maybe tomorrow -w-)
(I meant now but fine ;-;)
(actually I need to talk with you about something serious)
(oh, alright?)
(I’ve been having more suicidal thoughts and I’ve been scared to tell people)
(oh boy, here we go again....listen i don't know how you wanted me to respond but i'v been through plenty of similar shit like this and all fake, every last one)
(this is why I didn’t want to tell everyone thinks I’m faking)
(Well i doubt your faking, i've just been through bad crap with this stuff ;-;)
(I wouldn’t fake this I know you might think I’m faking for your attention)
(But I’m telling you because I feel like your the best person to tell rn)
(Well i ain't, tho probably not the best TIME to say it -w-)