Stockholm Syndrome doesn't appear to be an issue for you, does it Misha? The game and the laughs will surely raise your profile & status among your new(?) friends too. Throwing your former JW religion and community under the bus is a sure fire tried and true formula for crowd pleasing - that's for sure. Now that you're out, soak up as much of what life has to offer as possible. Wouldn't want you to be short changed. Life's a lark, man, enjoy it while you can. I mean, what could go wrong?