-omg, what have I done..just so I could have sex..I-I didn't expect to feel bad about it..I mean if I told her that she still wouldn't Believe it..and I don't think she knows that I m}need that every once in a while..w-what do I do...she's just gonna push me off..Its better then nothing-
He walked over not saying anything He lookes at her
"I'm..sorry.."
"Yeah-it does. Don't pretend like it doesn't-don't-don't lie. I...I get that I'm not what you're used to. I'm not some-gorgeous supermodel, o-or influencer or whatever-the-fuck-else. I'm not sexual, I DON'T get intimate with people I don't know or don't trust-and right now you fall into that second catagory...I'm not...going to fawn over you-or be your damsel in distress...I don't-I don't need you to defend my honor or whatever...I don't have any to begin with. I know that I'm not what you want..."
