"Ill go away..but I also have a reason..it's a selfish and shitty reason..but I have one.."
He got up and started walking away
"Yeah-it does. Don't pretend like it doesn't-don't-don't lie. I...I get that I'm not what you're used to. I'm not some-gorgeous supermodel, o-or influencer or whatever-the-fuck-else. I'm not sexual, I DON'T get intimate with people I don't know or don't trust-and right now you fall into that second catagory...I'm not...going to fawn over you-or be your damsel in distress...I don't-I don't need you to defend my honor or whatever...I don't have any to begin with. I know that I'm not what you want..."
"Look..ok..I understand that you feel I don't like you but I do..but you don't or not showing interest..I know it's not what your used to and sexual intercorse can come later it's just I need something other then words..like a hug a kiss maybe even cuddle..but you don't show any..and its stressing and confusing..I really do know when someone breaks your trust it either hurts you or they don't have your trust I just met her on the street I didn't know her which I know is disgusting but I'm desperate..we don't kiss unless we I don't know what we do but when were in the trance it makes me wanna kiss you..I feel like that's the only time your gonna wanna touch me..I'm not expecting you to trust me but I really do like you ok..I just..don't know how to show it to a person who doesn't like touching or physically touch..especially when they don't trust you..look ok I like you, I love you and I know we've barely known each other ok..but it feels like i've loved you before..and I am sorry about that incident and it will never happen again..I promise."