he grabbed him and hugged him he ran his fingers through his hair
"is that why you don't want kids..?"
"Mh...n-no...I don't want to have kids cuz I'm too fucked up for them."
"no your not...i told you I would help you..there's things you just need help with.."
"I-I a-am...I-I..."
"come here baby.."
he pulled him closer and tighter
"baby..your not..I don't think your a freak..I think your amazing and capable of being a dad..you just have to have confidence and belive in yourself..because I do..
"..."
He's trembling a little, and Dawin can hear his heart beating out of his chest.
Dawing starts rubbing his back
"baby..breath for me ok..just try.."
he kissed him on the cheek and kept rubbing his back
He takes a deep breath, then another, breathing slowly starting to become regular again
he smiled
"your doing great baby..i'm very proud of you..now keep going..ill get you the water over there just keep the breathing slow.."
he got up and grabbed the water that was on the night stand for amare
He slowly calms down, still a bit shakey but mostly ok
