"come here baby.."
he pulled him closer and tighter
"baby..your not..I don't think your a freak..I think your amazing and capable of being a dad..you just have to have confidence and belive in yourself..because I do..
"no problem baby.."
in his head he's cussing his own self out and just overthinking so he went over to amare and grabbed his face as gently as he could and swiped his thumb across hid cheek and smiled
"I-..I'm sorry, it's not ok baby..I keep triggering you to panic attacks they make my heart spike..and I don't want that for you.."g