Back when I had first started getting into Harry Potter, I took the pottermore quiz and got Slytherin. My patronus was a snake, and it ended up with me heavily modeling Slytherin. It felt nice, but it also felt as if I was just “Slytherin” because I liked it, or modeled it, not because it was actually me. Overtime, I burned myself out. I looked at their ideals and wondered if they were really “right,” you know?
It never felt like I was ambitious enough. I had goals, but working towards them seemed tiring to the point I would just. Give up.
Cunning was my favorite, I love using multiple faces depending on who I talked to. At this point, I had thought it was normal. You adapt to your friend groups, use this humor here, and joke about this topic here but never there. But it never felt like cunning. I’m bad at manipulation, other than emotionally pulling a few heart strings here and there with words but I can’t really do it well.
I ended up burning myself, I think. I ended up turning to Hufflepuff. It felt like home, and I fit in with the loyalty but never the hardworking part. Maybe I burned Hufflepuff too.
Then, I ended up finding this quiz. Going thorough the questions made me think a lot more, and the long paragraphs made me understand the difference between Hufflepuff and Slytherin. I never really was a Hufflepuff. It’s cleared up a lot of misunderstandings.
Now I’m a Slytherin primary and secondary with a Hufflepuff primary model. I’m not burned. I’m just a Slytherin and this time I feel like it’s right and “me.” Thank you.
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