I know just how you feel, I just finished Spenser, it was...amazing...so real...I felt so close to him. Getting to interact with everyone in his route just has me giggling and constantly smiling. I play these games and use my name to enjoy a life better than mine, a life I'd love to have, it makes me sad when I end up remembering it's not real. But it brings happiness to my life that I really need. This game is beautiful and I can't wait for it's release XD