Hey. I know you're feeling angry. But. You have to learn to be humble, especially because this is not your project, you're not contributing to it and you're not entitled to rule over what Twelv does with it.
Twelv is most likely doing a lot, and the fact part of the community is getting included is great, that's what a community version is about after all. But you can't just expect to be included most times... And much less if you act like this.
So do yourself a favor. Calm down. Ask your parents to take a walk outside with you or doodle something, or anything that you like doing. But you can't let yourself get to this point buddy :[