I have never comennted something in my life,thinking my opinion would sound horrible and not too understandble for people,i was by myself and my thoughts about all my 21 years of miserable life,because i didnt fell pure joy and happieness among those years.
I was like,existing,not living,i have never found someone who can trully understands me,feel my emotions,i was just emotionless creature who never found the porpuse of life.
I always been told,beeing gay or be against nature laws by my parents and my society(because 85% of all slavic people have it just drilled in theirs head) is worst possible outcome you can achive and lose all of your dignity or whatever,and i found it so f*kng stupid and too primal thing,being afraide to change your prospective on life.
By typing this,noncence(сall it whatever you want) I want to tell that,I didnt read not a single book in my life,and just played some vn's(i would type the names but i think it goes against rules of ithcio or whatever) this appears to be an absolute abomination of happienes,empathy,sadness,grieff and almost all emotions human can feel,and that caught me off guard.
I download this masterpiece an week ago,and finished today and i can tell for sure,i geneunly experinced trully emotions by playing this novell,i feel and felt something that i couldnt in my life,an little hope that this dark period of my existence wont be so long and i found something\someone that will be precious to me and i would care about.
And I found little similarities with marco,that marco been abducted by this handsome guy named amicus and forced to be adapting in other world for planty of time,so am I(not beeing abducted of course),forced to leave my country because of war and try to merge and found myself in another country with a so diffrent style,culture,habbits,social life and etc.(dont goes at all)Emagining to return home very soon and it was just was a dream
I'm little bit envy about marco that he was with right person right at the beggining,because i as I said I not found that person or something,so yeah
I would say much more positive thing about this novell,but based on the text and the sincere feelings expressed in this comment i think i dont need to do that(cause i am yapping too much already and that is too much text for reading and bla bla bla)
The only thing I'll say is that the music had a charm all its own, as if Mozart himself were performing right there in my room.
So,i wanted to really thanks(maybe personal,if its possible) Echo Project for creating this masterpiece,for the feelings and your time you puted in this work and if it possible(im already lack of my english capabilities) to somehow that Echo Project founds this comment and that they gave to someone little light in life and moral boost(if it be right to say)
(I want to apologize right away for my writing style and any mistakes in my English, and (if it’s noticeable)) for using a translator(not that i just translated it all,just sorry if that hursh for your eyes), since I’ve never done this before, not even in my own language). And thank you againe Echo Project and for people who at least saw this flood of words.🥰❤️