it should feel real because this is all the result of your hard work and passion x3! i hope the continued support grows, and i also hope you remember that if you get harsh comments or hate, they aren't relevant. unfortunately, no matter how well-written and made something is, there seems like there will always be bitter people who criticize it :// i hope if that ever comes to be, you remember that the people that love and support you and your work are tenfold! lots of lots nio <3