I am no stranger to the kind of low points you are going through, so I can at least partly understand the difficulties you are facing.
Unfortunately, I cannot offer much beyond words of comfort. It is hard, and at times harsh, but if there is no helping hand within reach, then you have to reach out with your own and help yourself out of that depth.
Still, I am glad the game helps ease the burden, even if only a little.
Funny enough, studying psychology and becoming a therapist was something I considered at one point.
Oh, and... I do hope you won't come to regret wishing for Myrddin to get all he desires...
Yes, I have seen that this is not especially uncommon. I also believe it is most likely just a mistake, with the security system flagging something it considered suspicious. That in itself is completely fine, but after reading through reports, there are quite a few "horror" stories of these issues taking weeks, or even months, to be resolved. That prospect is honestly very daunting.
Quite some time ago, I already outlined my overall goals and the motivations behind them, and those have remained more or less unchanged. So in that sense, this has really become quite the test of patience.
Yes, beware! The game is about isolation. But there is another element that plays a major, perhaps even greater, role in the dynamic. Which is...
Not something I am going to reveal.
All I will say is that it begins the moment you start the game. Perhaps even before that. I am a little curious, and perhaps slightly worried, about how you will react to the specific thing I am referring to, haha.
I think your previous two works are both great and very much on point.
But I completely understand that feeling. There are some fictions that have been left behind with the dreaded “last update 4 years ago,” and they leave me feeling like a lost puppy. I could, technically, continue the story in my own mind, but it is never quite the same.
Also, forget about Myrddin. I want that cake. It is genuinely sending hypnotic waves straight into my brain.
I tried to keep this as short as I could. I don't want to take up too much of your time every time.
Thanks! Have a great day, a great weekend too, and stay healthy!