Oh wow...this game helps bring light to a situation of my past that I felt was a loss due to me not...protecting myself well enough...? For not speaking up on what I wanted. Pretending I was fine when I was asked certain things...I too felt shoxked by Simon I thought was a friend...and now I have such strong feeling of disgust towards her...Especially when she had the nerve to talk about what happened, I felt so embarrassed when getting news of it being spoken to someone in my school. Talking about it as though it was nothing, when it was a horrible situation for me, I still feel affected everyone I think of that night...but it seems none of them understand the mild trauma it gave me. Like shit, I can relate to a lot of these feeling of dissassociation, and hiding the pain and sadness....I don't know what it is that makes us go along with what they want...
And that part where it asks, did they cum? "You didn't ask"..."they were in too much pain"...etc...like I really felt that, I didn't think about how I wasn't asked these things either...It makes me want to cry thinking about it.
Sorry for the rambling, I just feel...some acknowledgement from this...that how I feel after that *is* valid, and is a form of rape and lack of concent. Thank you for giving me that..♡