wow edgy ok. i find it very funny that you cant even spell ' conspiracy ' right yet you can spell despondency right, sure you didnt copy paste? lol. listen, despondency and dejection are the same thing. also you shouldn't kill yourself thats a bad thing to do, trust me.
and, i know what depression feels like man. also also, thats a big white lie right there. you can, indeed take antidepressants in that age range. prozac or fluoxetine is safe for children / teens in that age range. you're just backing yourself into a corner right there, and thanks for admitting that corona is indeed real because most people who are informed correctly once they figure out they're wrong, back into a corner and still continue the argument with false ' truths '.