Sounds like you just found out about the large piracy site I won’t mention by name. I hate it, and it sucks if it’s affecting you. It’s an unfortunate staple of the AVN scene though and everyone ends up there because it’s got more members and views than any other AVN host location. I just recently found this game through GameStoryLog (not a piracy site) and I enjoyed my time with it. I’ll be sad if it stops development, but you gotta do what’s best for you. Wishing you the best either way.