This is truly amazing. I love your works so, so much, but this one especially so. Eleanor is WAY too relatable. It’s honestly scary how much I see myself in her. I also struggle with self harm, suicidal tendencies, gender and body issues, communication, and thoughts which I find repulsing. We even share the sentiment of wanting to be a cute, fragile, lamb-like girl. Plus, I also love j-fashion! (though not just lolita)
I haven’t been able to live my happy ending yet, but maybe one day I’ll see myself in post recovery Eleanor. <3