this is one of those books that i think has altered my brain chemistry. made me feel things and think things i never really had before and didnt realise i needed. i absolutely loved every nightmarish second of it. every single aspect. absolutely incredible. no other words to say, but this was just. amazing. i saw so much of myself in trianon, more than id like, and i dunno, it feels like some shit really clicked in my head cause of this absolutely wonderful terrible experience (that was a good experience) of a book. loved it <3