it takes a long time for transformation to happen, and for people like me who aren't into everything, its hard to find what we WANT in terms of transformation. Additionally, the whole demon thing which i hoped would lead to demonic transformation doesn't lead anywhere which is incredibly disappointing. I felt this way about exile, too. I'm confined to quests that take a while, and can't just go and explore the world and become a cow because I ran into some ancient curse.