dude, i dont even see how those two connect tbh, and dude, people are very unpridictable, so just keep a open mind and be open to toher possibilities, to BETTER possibilities, thats what helps me
well, idk how to completely get rid of tht fear, maybe try to find someone else who undertsands more and you two could talk about it, getting the wieght off your shoulders really helps, idk how else to help, but im sure you could find a way if you tried googleing some things
