Thank you so much, I really need to hear that!
The plan was to always to release this on Steam first, definitely a carrer goal for me so I've been working towards that :D
I know that most likely (maybe around 60-80% chance) that this would flop finacially when it finally comes out so definitely that scenario is on mind when I mapped out this great scheme but basically the best case scenario is that it will provide me with an infrastructure and experience to make the next one before the money I got save up is gone with the wind.
I was frankly pissed off and depressed when I made this post so I was consider pulling the trigger on this whole "fuck you I quit" plan immediately but I should probably go with the originial vision of pickup a few more paycheck until I got a steam page going first :)
Thanks for helping me calm down and be more pragmatic about how I want to do this :D