You do realize however these 2 things:
One -> I'm literally losing money per month(check patreon), so me failing to meet any kind of deadlines makes the situation even worse. I'd obviously understand the case if I was a big dev and earning tons and milking, but it's quite the opposite
Two-> I'm also, even through the fails, saying to players intentionally not to support my lazy ass by pointing out it won't come at X or X date, as I don't want someone to subscribe/support and then realize they won't get the update in that period of time