Damn this game is very personal, very raw. It made me cry. It's so simple, yet so effective at conveying what you felt.
To be honest I was hesitant as to if I want to rate it or not, since I don't feel like it's my palce to give a point rating to something like this. But I decided that the entry deserves to be recognized since I haven't played a more impactful game in this jam so far.
Im sorry for your loss, hope you are doing better.