I can imagine! You put out a lot of really good, interesting games, so I don't think anyone could blame you.
I'm sorry if I wasn't clear enough, I have both of Zen's initial endings and the first 5 of Fatima's endings, two of Malik's "Long live the King" endings and his "Queen of Requia" ending but I still can't get any change upon starting a new file and replaying Zen's route. I'm wondering if there is a specific ending you have to get with both of them, or if I'm encountering a bug? Thank you for all the hard work you do!