as someone who adores what you create, i'd much prefer you prioritize yourself first; in whatever form that may come. if being a game dev isn't it, i'll happily read your writing, consume what you can draw, etc. i'd rather you keep yourself able to do what you love and enjoy it than push yourself too far, or feel bad physically or mentally about what you're doing. good luck with your journey, and i look forward to Eating Up anything and everything you show to the world <3