it was weird to get an update from this after all these years, even if i'm a couple months late. i remember seeing the crash out post when it came out, and just being really confused, and this explained the years of build up you were going through. i found this vn and joined that server in like, april of 2020, right after covid hit. i was 15. i talked to you quite a bit, and some umbreon guy, and i even dated a guy for a little from the server (story for another time lol), but for the most part i didn't interact with your discord much, so i didn't notice how bad it was.
i remember hearing you talk about your sex toy collection and saw you posting nudes, and i thought it was cool as someone also struggling with hypersexuality at the time. when we had to move servers, i blindly followed, thinking your friends were just asshats, but i eventually woke up and had a hard realization of how bad everything was. i was really grossed out, but i continued to follow you and your vn for some reason i have no why. i didn't even have plans to play tooth, i was just curious what'd happen to you, i guess.
i'm really sorry you had to deal with all that, it's truly so awful. i can't say you're 100% clear, but you are definitely a victim. regardless, i hope you're doing better now man.