My wish was that it could have ended like that for me.
I have also been on that side too and it's had lasting damage for the rest of my life.
Your story is super important and I hope more stories like this can be shared so that things can continue to change.
Even if it's painful if other people don't know about a problem nothing can change so your story matters so much.
(Sory for the rambling, I'm trying to mass reply to comments but ugh, your comment really touched me.)