Same.
My heart tells me I need to make my own game(s). I'm sure I'll never get to all the ideas that I have (to be honest some of them are crap lol).
But the ones that still look good after all this time I'm sure are worth while to tangibly render.
I've fallen off the wagon many times in this journey, but gotten back on each time.
I'm ready to give it another go! Let's see how far I manage to get, this 'playthough!'