So... welcome back !!!
Even if the circumstances aren’t ideal, it’s clear you’re here because you genuinely care about making games and sharing them with people, and that really comes through in what you wrote.
I hope things get easier for you going forward, and I wish you the best of luck with your projects and the upcoming demos. Hopefully the platform (or the ecosystem around) it improves over time for creators like you. 🤷🤷♂️
Nice to meet you and have a nice day!