I'm only going to give an apology if I mean it if I give it to you because you want it. That doesn't have any value.
Giving it to you when I don't mean it is dishonest.
Furthermore, I thought you stole it from their sped up art section where you're able to get it earlier for access.
He has a date section where you can get it. 12 months earlier for his given art behind a paywall on their site.