understandable! sorry to hear! please be careful ! last ime i give some similar advice the thread was closed in matter of hours! :)
the situation is more likely is that people are giving up. giving up asking about the payment. and slowly but surely the will leave this site. what i don't understand that why is it good for itch for acting like that (do like nothing happened). and in the mean time more and more people are dragged in not knowing the will never get they well deserved money, payment or donation.
i like the platform and the idea that it represents, but the treatment and the handeling of such a serious issue is mental!