I feel like this could apply to any terminal illness irl. Obviously, the deterioration isn't over the course of just some days, but usually months, but still...
as someone that studies medicine and has been in contact with patients at the hospital, I do know how many different things people feel when they're terminally ill. It's all very confusing, and sad, knowing that you're slowly decaying and will one day die. But there's also happy moments, loving moments, moments of being silly and laughing.
It's so sad that Estelle couldn't even be hugged by Abbi
they couldn't even hold each other irl :ccc it's devastating
I'm glad that at least Abbi could give her company and love through it all