I know, maybe one day. I have barley any time as it is. =( Being a hardcore gamer and game dev and youtuber at the same time plus every day chores, job, family and more, really is a lot to manage already. =)
Have you considered streaming game development? A lot of people succesfully do this like pirate soft ware and yandere dev and it allows them to receive money during the process as well as (sometimes) valuable feedback
