i 100% get what you're saying. i was never depressed until this year, but maybe i was and just couldn't recognize it. though, i know a lot of people who were and are. the struggle is real, it affects everything and basically destroys your life. and i don't wanna sound too dramatic here, it's just what it does. it fucks you up to the point when you start thinking, 'what am i even here for?' pretty often. thank you so much for your words, they mean a lot. have a great rest of your week ❤️