Oh you are so sweet! I completely understand where you’re coming from, I am also susceptible to this curse at times. XD
I can only speak for myself, but this game definitely made me feel a type of existential anxiety about memory itself. I can “recall” many times I’ve found myself in a moment so perfect that I endeavored to commit every detail I could to memory and while this will sometimes partially work, most times I can only frustratingly recall that I tried to remember… something. I don’t know if this is a common affliction so maybe my takeaway is unique to me but this game is one of the closest to capturing the feeling of wrestling with those thoughts.
I didn’t mean for my comment to be a call out but I am glad if it helped you! Though, maybe I should say, from what I’ve played of your games so far, your games are wonderful and if it’s the result of you not taking yourself seriously then maybe seriousness isn’t needed? I don’t know lol, art is art, everyone’s process is different, I’m just excited see more of your work!