As someone whose loved ones have never passed away or been deathly sick, I'm not sure if I can grasp the extent of your pain but still I offer my condolences and prayers for you and your family.
And please, take care of yourself and your loved ones. This time is vulnerable and it is easy to lose sight of what really matters.
For Bladeweaver, I shall patiently await the day you come out with new updates and we completely understand your absence.
Thank you for staying strong dear Author and remember, no matter how dark the nights get, there is always a dawn awaiting.