You claim:
No idea. No plan. No logic.
I respond:
Desire. Wanting. Longing.
&
Unreasonable.
Your ego keeps you alive this long, fox. It wants interesting things from you.
What scenery would you like to see and feel? For you and yourself?
Do for the record. Even if you alone will remember it for eternity.
Ideas come and go, but they will accumulate into a big boulder coming crashing into you hard.
When that happened, you better express them truly and properly!
PS. I learn some new words (from you) today, you're getting good at writing!