Thank you for understanding and for giving such kind advice. I am someone with deep sensitivity, and every emotion feels both like the first time I have ever felt it and the last time I ever will.
In my past, I had a friend who was very close to me, or at least I believed so. I hope he felt the same. But one day he simply stopped replying to my messages. Every attempt I made to reach him was met with silence. Day by day he drifted further away. I searched for an answer to why, but I never found one.
And yet, even as I write this, I know that somewhere ahead, though I cannot see it now, there may be someone who will stay. And perhaps, just perhaps, the part of me that still dares to hope is the part that will save me.