you aren’t supposed to enjoy it. the entire point of the scene is to shock the reader. not everything in this game is for wish fulfillment
sometimes games are supposed to make you feel bad because they exist to tell a thematically compelling/emotionally impactful story rather than purely make a person feel good. that scene wasn’t particularly enjoyable to me either but i’m glad it exists because of how it serves the characters’ development and the story in general.
as for a warning, yeah i’ll concede that that may have been warranted.