Echoing a lot of the ways this one resonated. Definitely feel very seen so I think you got the DID/plural rep down pat; the way Zuzka's system members interacted and tried real damn hard to sort their shit while also tearing it down is so strongly depicted. The struggle of self-acceptance and having that desire to do anything, anything, to find what feels right can never truly feel all the way. The mental and physical torture that we can go through navigating being an incomplete whole. But damn you do have to at least try and it's so goddamn hard.
also the system sex was cute.