I'm sorry, suicide can be such a heavy thing to deal with. It's disheartening to see someone you loved so much spiral onto the point they decide to do that. I'm glad you found comfort in this game and this whole paragraph made me see the game in a different light considering i've never played it. You are a strong person and I'm sorry for your loss.
thank you so much, this was so sweet to say and it made me tear up a little. suicide is definitely one of those things where it takes time to process, alike all deaths, yet suicide feels so much more personal and on a deeper level. it's really difficult to move on, but thanks to people like you the process makes it so much easier. thank you for this :)