AAAUUGHH....... i was so drawn in by the atmosphere the whole time and even tho i vaguely had some dread from the beginning (and was honestly doing my best to ignore the red flags of our pov character), i couldve never imagined how everything culminated in such a wicked disaster. fabulous read, i really enjoyed it and there are so many moments where i was just like totally getting emotional, feeling disgust, feeling crazy amounts of dread, or even experiencing positive emotions while enjoying the punishment bits.... its an emotional rollercoaster. the type of story that reminds me WHY i enjoy toxic yuri at all to begin with. WONDERFUL.