OUUUGHHH LYNNIE the most painful part, is as a bpd-haver (not trying to diagnose her or anything btw just tryna relate), i understand her fear of abandonment + how its just so ingrained even in childhood.... i can feel empathy for her but at the same time, PUT DOWN THE FISH TOY.... LET MEL BREATHE.... GOOD GOD... which btw that scene was written So Well and is probably one of the most original erotic scenarios i've ever read. lowkey i wanted it to happen so i'm glad it did. but yeah, i enjoyed it a lot!! it was tunatastic! <3