i agree but baby they were not a kid they were a fully realized adult who consiously ruined many lives that's who he has been but now he's faceing the option to be the good person he can be or fall the deepest, but he actually wants to change now, let's hope he becomes closer to the good influences in his life because wow if even a psycho has actual points to trash talk you you really need to think some stuff
You have a point, and i know he wasn't a kid when he did all the things he. I think I threw in some stuff because i was caught in the moment, but yeah he's ruined many lives, and yeah. either he will become someone new, or just stay the same way he is, but i have hope for him. I don't know why i have hope for someone who's done many terrible things. (i could just be Simping for him lol) And yeah. if a psycho has points to trash talk you; then you do need some thinking to do. I haven't thought that deep....i have too much hope for him i guess. :)
I definitely agree. It will take a while for him to become a good person slowly and I do have hope for that. I believe that Vivian and Benjamin are a positive influence on him, helping him learn from his mistakes and become a better person. I do still hate him for selling Xavier and Cyrus though; I find him doing human trafficking barely forgivable.
Dredging this conversation back up, but the way I see it, he's always blamed Xavier for Reggie's death, which is why he eagerly sold Xavier back to Resoom, but in this latest Interlude, Lance feels that Reggie's death wasn't Xavier's fault, it was his--that he didn't try hard enough to keep Reggie safe.
Regardless, yes, after Xavier he's handed several people (presumably Carriers) to Resoom, ending with Cyrus (though it failed), and now he only feels guilty that he hurt Cyrus because unlike with Xavier, Lance had absolutely no reason to hate him.
Honestly, yeah, tho the self reflection to realize Xavier isn´t gulty just goes so far, he still needs some growing to feel any remorse over his actions towards Xavier, to me his thinking in the interlude is more of a "yeah maybe i blamed Xavier for no reason, oppsie my bad" in contrast to show any care or remorse over what he caused to Xavier or over him as a person.
That's oversimplified, but you're absolutely right. His focus was that he got Reggie killed in the grand scale (although that stems from a completely messed up self-image and state of mind), and very much not about what he did to Xavier. Even before Reggie's death, it sounds like Lance was never as close to Xavier as the others, but whether he admits it or not, he didn't like being kicked out and abandoned by his crew/friends. Then he betrayed Cyrus who had really begun to trust him, so he's wallowing in negative feelings about the things he's done specifically to the people he cares about, not particularly including Xavier.