Alright so from here on spoiler warning and also this is mostly like me fangirling etc
I really love this game cus even our first scene hearing our mc thoughts, its feels relatable like i could see myself feeling bad about always eating fast food it just feels so raw and real. It was initially so light hearted and silly until of course the ending convo that hit me hard.
And when i see it again it shows that the mc does know he will get killed. He just didnt expect it to violently. In which was the only time he protested. At the start of the game at any other ending when the mc doesnt get what they want, they whine and complain about it stating how miserable their life is. Yet they continue to come again and again. Only in the face of death did the mc actually realise how much they actually have to live for.
Now to the part that hit me HARD.
Regardless, after the mc was killed by our worker A , a wolf boy called yuko he reveals his true personality to his only friend and coworker, a cow demon(no a femboy but i luv him so much he's so cute) his name being Viv.
When they chat we have a closer look of how the worker think especially their thought on, the special service. In which when viv ask dont you feel bad doing it? Yuko, the one who the mc choosed. Said he wasnt a heartless monster, and justified his action saying there were billions of people in the world, one being gone wouldnt make a difference.
But then he said "They had the privilege to NOT die, yet they still went for it. Why should I care then?" In which kinda shows how people who need help never really go to the right source. We go to random strangers online which is dangerous lowkey. And later says,
"If you dont want to live with what life offer you...Just don't. Because I will instead. And I will keep doing it no matter how hard it might get." In which viv says it’s a cruel view on the world. And he retorts thats it’s a normal view. And what he said lowkey hit so hard, like it felt so real. Like he's not wrong. And frankly it's probably just the harsh truth we dont want to believe. The world doesnt revolve around anyone. And i guess it really spoke of the fragility that is our lives.
It kind of shows how we should treasure what we have because there is so many others who want what we take for granted, a home, a family, food, stability etc.
I have another like idol theory but ill just leave this one off here cus it's rather lengthy and might make no sense i just like analyzing stuf heheh( ＾▽＾)