Heyy uhh... The game is interesting but i can't play it(sorry about that) the reason is i used to be depressed(3 years ago) and it's really baddd...so i use a blade to cut myself also attempted to cut my wrist but failed because the moment i cute myself is when i was in class... It's few years ago when i was 11 now I'm almost 15 and i think I'm better now... Listen to my favorite artists (shawn mendes, benson boone) play minecraft and browsing through internet to get some games and knowing what people doing nowadays. And if you ask, i used to go see therapist but it couldn't got any better because I'm better when i was being myself and not acting...(You can be my friend if you want but i think you don't care) I don't have much friends or someone to talk or related to, maybe I'm too shy, gentle, soft and nervous all the times but whatever I'm Jeff and nice to meet you, hope you have a good day and not depressed, keep moving even if you had no goals or dreams. Sorry for yapping too much sometimes i just "need" someone to talk to and rest my head on their shoulder.
nah man. you're good. I'll try and find my discord, you want to talk, you're welcome to. I tried to kill myself about a week or two ago, I got rid of like half of my stuff, and I stopped eating and drinking. Looking at my stuff as I threw it away, I remembered who gave it to me and when I made it. I realized I was happy with my life, I remembered all these happy memories. Fortunately I like eating, so I didn't go too long without food and water. The point is, I think most people have been in the dark too. You're not completely alone.