I finally gathered the courage to read your 'long version' review. I was hesitant at first - reading thoughtful feedback on something you've poured your heart into can be both exciting and overwhelming. But now, let me honestly express my feelings.
Your thoughtful analysis and kind words have genuinely moved me. Your understanding of the themes, characters, and world I've tried to create in Apocalypse 2059 is astounding - you've captured exactly what I hoped to convey, and even noticed details and connections I wasn't sure anyone would discover. I've put considerable effort into character design. I love each character, treating them like my own children, trying to think from their perspectives. I wanted each character to have a compelling story and three-dimensional personality, maintained through their consistent motivations and deeper contradictions throughout. Each character is vibrant and alive, not just placeholders or inferior products designed out of plot necessity.
Moreover, your observations about the visual design, the symbolic meaning of focal length changes, and how lighting choices reflect the emotional tone of scenes - these insights are incredibly validating for me as a creator. I did incorporate some small design elements, and I'm delighted you discovered them, although they aren't fully refined. I've never formally studied these techniques before, and I'm still exploring these skills and designs, but I hope to do the best within my capabilities.
Beyond these two aspects, I have many more reflections and feelings, but I cannot summarize them clearly at the moment. I'm sure I'll spend a great deal of time reading and rereading your review, as its value speaks for itself. Please rest assured that this feedback won't create any artistic obstacles or pressure for me. Instead, it has strengthened my resolve, confirming that all my efforts and designs are worthwhile - they're simply waiting to be discovered.
Most importantly, thank you for reminding me to enjoy telling my stories. Creation can sometimes feel overwhelming, but passionate players like you make it all worthwhile. I'll keep your suggestions close to heart as I continue developing this world.
With gratitude,
BigH4nd