That does in fact sound like you're not doing it because you're lazy
thinking that something sucks means you're lazy, ok but that means that im lazy only in coding, i like everything else in game development and love doing it, i think soccer sucks too but i like to exercise in general, so how does this work? i don't think I'm lazy in general but maybe you're right if not liking to do something that bores you is lazy, but then only lazy in this activity
'i think soccer sucks too but i like to exercise in general, so how does this work?'
By your godawful defensive analogy, you make something in literally any other medium than a coding-based one
Seriously, don't pigeonhole yourself into one medium if you hate one of the most central aspects of creating something in that medium. You're a soccer hater complaining about playing while standing in the middle of the soccer field when you could be doing literally anything else