Haha I see.
Wasting the little free times we have doing stuffs like playing games and watching anime is very relatable (esp. this year... Magia Record, Evangelion 3+1, Oregairu S3 etc.) ^^
But I personally made a commitment that I will make at least one game every month no matter what happens -- because my end goal is after all, to be a game dev.
Good luck; hope I can see you making a comeback soon.