Man i'm really in the gutter now, had to sell of my last child to continue playing and i'm starting run out of options if i don't make it big soon. But I've seen the image of the man with the pickaxe who's about to find the diamonds but stops at the last second before making it big. I won't let myself be that person, so i will keep trying, and i will have the money to buy my family back from the cartel and then some!