yβall ever have the irrational fear where u think nobody actually likes u and just pretends to like to make u happy cuz they donβt know how ur gonna react
Most Chinese schools are like this. I don't have any friends, and I also suspect everyone around me, but I don't want to be friends with them, because I don't want to be trapped in the information cocoon with them, and I don't want to be pulled down to the same level by them, especially in high school, friends are both competitors and obstacles to learning.
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